HELLO I AM NICOLE (:

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

a little update first.

i'm having my Ns now. left with science, computer, EOA and math paper 2

i'm currently staying at my baby's house. but will be coming back home on thursday. i'm so gonna miss her badly.

last but not lease; I'M STILL CRAZILY IN LOVE WITH MY BABY!!! =))))


anyway, just some simple logis. if you are a pig, you dont go laughing at other pigs. because you are of the same kind. and even if you want to, please remember that you are a pig too.

if you want to comment on others, please look at yourself before you start commenting on others. if you want to comment on others about this thing, then make sure that you dont do the same thing too. and before commenting, please double check if the info you've got is correct. because what you THINK might not be the truth. so dont go around ASSUMING!! it is not my fault that you want to live life in the 70s way, so if my style is different from yours, why not think where the problem lies on first?? you may think that you are always "RIGHT but that is only YOUR THINKING. i'm sure you know the difference from THINK and REALITY. and oh-puh-lease. you are the creater of this shits, so dont come whinning saying that you are so sick and tired of shits. we wont take that anymore. one last thing, the things that you do is DISGUSTING.

nicole farted at
x10:50 AM

Friday, September 29, 2006

HELLO EVERYBODY, my name is nicole au zhuo xin! =))

im a very busy person. pls do not disturb me.much appreciated.

i love rachelkohshiyi ONLY. SO EVERYBODY ELSE CAN PISS OFF AND SUCK SHIT.

OMGGG AHAHAHHAHAHA.

im kidding.

i love everybody =))

reminder : im nicoleauzhuoxin =))

went to study today with clique, suat and rachelyeong. ate pizza and back to KAP to study.

okay im very busy with my baby. HAHAHA BYEBYE EVERYONE.

nicole farted at
x9:09 PM

Thursday, September 28, 2006

NICOLEAU!! ((((((((((((((:

Youre right next to me but i still wanna say this,
DONT LOOK SO SADDY AND MOODY! )))):
Im feeling quite sad cos youre looking like that.
(OMG IT RHYMES)

I wanna thank you for everything you've done for me! ((:
All the pleasant surprises!
All the lovely words!
All the precious moments we've spent together!
(:

They all matter alot alot to me okay.

And thank you for the surprise you gave to me this morning. HAHAH so sweet la youu (:

Youre gonna spend one week with meeee!! -beams. But i dont wanna see a saddy moody nicole everyday! SO PLEASE CHEEER UP COS RACHEL IS HERE (:

Last but not least,
thank you for loving me (:

I LOVEEE YOU TOO.

nicole farted at
x10:34 PM

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

in the show "PULSE". there was this part this guy told his friend how it feels like when the ghost took his soul away. he said that you wont want to move, you have no strength to anything, you just want to sit there and do nothing. each breath you take, it feels like you are nearer to death. and the next thought that come to your mind, is "DIE". so the remaining energy you have, is to kill yourself. that is how you feel when 100% of your soul is gone.

a) you wont want to move - 20%
b) you have no strength - 20%
c) sit there do nothing - 20%
d) you want to die - 20%
e) you kill yourself - 20%


now i feel 60% of my soul is gone. because i feel A, B and C.

although you are not angry with me, but the text conversation we just had make me feel that you are mad at me. which makes me feel so uncomfortable. i dont know how to explain this feeling because i dont know why and i dont know how i've got those.

last but not lease. i dont want to be the one who upset you.

nicole farted at
x8:23 PM

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

i believe that my clique brought a change to my life. i'm always happy when i'm them, other than times when some others is there to bring my mood down. but other than that, i'm always happy. though we all play, but we study. they teaches me works that i dont know how to. compare my work to them, mine's nothing, it's like wasting their time to teach me such a easy question, but they have never felt this way. they too, wish that i can get good results.

during certain times, when i'm all sad and down. they were the ones that stood by my side. comforting me and make me laugh. even times when i choose to fall for the same mistake again, they did not leave me, yet they showed me care and concern that i dont think much people will about thing like that.

my temper is bad and my voice is loud. but this clique accept me for who i am. because we all know that noone is perfect. thank you peeps!!

so once again, i want to thank my clique for always being there for me. even next year when we all goes to a different school, i hope and pray that this clique wont split. (corss fingers)

(names will go by descending order)

AMELIA BULNER!!
you are really one best friend that everyone will die to have. who on earth will really have so much patience?? especially handling things that repeated itself over and over again, you will still be there. i may be older than you, but it seems like i am the only one who always run to you and cry or whatever. i really thank you for all this.

GAYATHRI!!
you are more the one who always make me laugh, the comments you give or the way you react to things. it always make me laugh. i enjoy times that we sit together and laugh at all those stupid things on earth.

HUANG SHUWEN!!
firstly, i want to thank you for bringing this people in to my life. it was through you that i got to know other juniors that i once didnt even bother knowing. but now, i'm so glad that they are in my life. thank you for all the times that you take me in to stay over at your house. thank you for coming down all the way to holland to find me just cos i was sobbing over the phone with you. last but not lease, most importantly, i want to thank you for introducing rachal koh shi yi to me. i guess i wouldn't be so happy now if it wasnt for her. so thank you so much, for everything.

LIM KARMUN!!
from sec 1 until now. there's so many changes in me and you. from the christine au who will never listen to anyone, who gets angry for almost everything, the one that noone really dares talk to (or rather not want to talk to). as we always say, if only i was as easy to talk to when i'm in secondary 1, then life may not have so much changes then. i think this is so so true. but still, my life still change. but one thing i thank god for is that he placed you into my life once again. you are one best friend that i can really confine everything to. you understands me and you are always there to give advise. LIKE AME!! haha. so thank you for understanding me.

ZANETA CHER!!
i never forget about you okayy, i promise i wouldnt. and the same goes to you. dont you ever forget about me alright?? i'll be so damn upset if you do. if please know, i am very very willing to hear your problems and face it together with you. this period of time may not be as great, but i hope you are happy. really. i think your happiness means alot to us. =))

I REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU GIRLS SO SO MUCH!!

i hope this friendship will last forever. i still remember times when we talked about our children talking like us, dress like us etc... haha. i'm looking forward to that day. hee

I LOVE YOU, AND EVERYONE OF YOU!!
do you love me??

nicole farted at
x9:58 AM

Monday, September 25, 2006

i'm like so sleepy now but i want to blog about yesterday.

was suppose to meet baby at 2. BUT!! she reached like dont know what time?? i got so bored till i read almost every single poster and bulletins in the station. can you imagine how bored i got?? but it's all worth it, because i still get to see her =))

headed to town, wanted to watch "imagine me and you". but we missed the 1510 show and the next show is like 1845?? not late what. tmr then show la. haha. so we decided not to watch and took neo prints. not bad i guess. except for one that i look damn chou and one she thinks she looks like one CAL (Chao Ah Lian). but i think she still look as cute and pretty =)) -grin- neo print wil be uploaded only when she scan it. thank you

walked around cine and decided to go taka. on ouro way down, we saw the trailer of "Tucker something must die". while watching, peacefully. HUANG SHUWEN will appear from the back with chang and give me a HUGE scare please. and i think i will fell to B1 if possible. haha. chatted for awhile and walked our seperate ways. oh yeah, we saw something with something. NVM. hahah

oh yeah, so we went taka delifrance. she had her "something fantasy" and i had my hot chocolate. for certain reason, the hot chocolate taste sweeter than usual. -grin- walked to far east, got her lime-green handphone strap.

i love this, i like going out with her on days like sunday, shopping at places like taka, sitting in a cafe. quite peaceful isn't it?? dont you like the idea?? i like the idea of strolling down orchard road of city hall with her, holding hands. just like newly-wed couple, so happy and contented. isn't it sweet?? just the thought of it makes me smile. hee. or maybe sometimes, we will meet up with friends also. drinking coffee or do some get-together at somebody's house, nice right??
okayy, maybe not much people will understand or like it. maybe even rachel won't like it. but i do, just let me dream okayy. haha.

headed to shuwen's house to watch S.I. baby KEPT drooling over jonathan. if i'm not there, i think she will kiss the tv. haha. but i hope he wins too. so baby will be happy. hahah. rather lame.

stayed over at baby's house with shuwen. AND I HAVE TO WAKE UP THE SAME TIME AS THEM WHEN I'M HAVING MY STUDY BREAK. which by suppose mean that i can wake up later. SO!! and i have to do this next friday too =((


alright, i need to go get some sleep now. going school to see baby!! I CANT WAIT!!

baby, sorry for missing the twelve o' clock wishing. but i hope it's still not late to wish you again "HAPPY 1 WEEK!!" this week is simply GREAT!! i cant wait to have life like this with you for god knows how long. I REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU BABY!! -kiss-

nicole farted at
x8:33 AM

Saturday, September 23, 2006

I LOVE YOU PLEASE!! i swear i do.

i may be flirt and all. i may be someone who may only like someone for ahwile. i may, but i wont. in the past, i always make the wrong choice and then regret. lost so many things. not only relationship, friendship too. but whatever it is, i only have one thing to say. it is that i promise you that i will never have a change of heart.

i will never leave you unless you want me to. i'm sorry that i may not be a good girl friend to you but i want you to know that i'm giving all my best to you. i've failed in many relationships and i dont want to include this. i want THIS relationship to last, for as long it allows us to. i want us to be so loving till everyone around us get so envious and all. i want all the times that we spend together be filled with joy and laughter. i want to make you cry, not cos i hurt you but because i make you so glad that you burst into tears. when people ever ask me who is my girlfriend, i will say "my girlfriend is rachel koh shi yi" so proudly, that all of them will know that you are the one. i dont care who love who more. i just want to shout out so loudly that I LOVE YOU!!

and i really miss you much. dont let me see you, if not i will hug you so tightly that you cant even push me away.

I'M CRAZILY IN LOVE WITH RACHEL KOH SHIYI. I KNOW I HAVE SAID IT MANY TIMES. SO?? I'M SO PROUD OF HER PLEASE. =))))))

nicole farted at
x11:20 PM

stayed over at sharon's shouse yesterday. was suppose to study, but we chatted till 1 plus, watch MVP qing ren till 2 plus. we both fell asleep. so we slept. all the way till 1. came home, online and ate. i'm waiting for rachel to wake up. somehow i have this feelin that she wake up already just that she never call or msg me cos she's angry. i dont know. i'm just thinking too much i guess. cos i think i sounded like i'm pissed when i talked to her yesterday. i'm sorry baby. but i wasn't. and i didnt know that i spoke like that until she told me. =(( bad me.

it is 9 days away to N level. i dont want to command about it. wish me luck everyone!! i better get into nursing. if not, i can just you know. nvm.

anyway, i bite the inner part of my mouth. NOT PAINFUL AT ALL WHAT.

i don't know when will be the next time i'll be seeing you but i hope it'll be soon. imu

where'd you go
i miss you so
seems like it's been forever
that you've been gone (to sleep)

nicole farted at
x4:46 PM

Friday, September 22, 2006

yiying and i

joey. me and shaoyan


annette, me, joey tee and xiao v


today was my last day in school. was suppose to be haveing a so called farewell party or whatever but only half the class attend school. and i slept through the whole day. felt so bad for making dear wait for my msg. dunno if she were but i THINK she is. think only ah. haha


i'll be there when you call me in the middle of the night
i'll keep the rain from falling down into your eye

i just want to be the one who wipe your tears away
there to lend you a shoulder to lean on
be your punching bag when you feel like hitting
let you vent your anger when you are angry
always there for you. standing by

nicole farted at
x8:39 PM

i'm not going to care what people will/want to say about me. and i want to dedicate this post for you. which is more important then anything else =))

Dear Rachel Koh,
this is so crazzy but i cant really control my own feelings anymore. I MISS YOU. so much, that i'm going mad. and i love you too. i may not say as as often as i am scared that this three words may not mean the same anymore?? but please know that my heart do love you =)) i feel very very honoured to have you as my girlfriend, because you treat me so nice. as i love this feeling. thanks to you!! i know i've said this before but i'm going to say it again. i'll do anything, to make you happy. i promise i'll smile more?? hahahahahaha. i wont fight or angry or anything. i'll just do anything to make you smile =))

you know i cant smile without you,
cant smile without you
i cant laugh
and i cant sing
finding it hard
to do anything.

you came along
just like a song
and brighten my day

NICOLE AU LOVES RACHEL KOH!!

nicole farted at
x12:24 AM

Thursday, September 21, 2006

i'm trying to call the pig. but alot of picking up the phone what. everytime like that. hahaha. so i'm kinda expecting it.

went school today. whoa. zaifi erma and marina never come. SO. i was sitting alone then. had math paper 2 mock exam. was alright i guess. =(( but now as well as i want to do. nvm. i will studying and i will. so must stoping thinking of some people.

went school and study with gaya and shuwen. shu was sitting with chang and i was sitting with gaya. did math and a little tinny winny bit of science. rachel was tired, so shall sent her home first, thinking that i will study at home that will never happen?? heck. i'm kinda tired. so maybe i will turn in early tonight. if she's sleeping early.

thought i get to see her today but it's not enough. only two hours or to be exact, one and a half hour. =(( so i'm missing her badly. BUT SHE WILL BE SLEEPING WHAT!! SSSOOO.

i love it when she play the piano, so nice okayy. cant stand it =))

nicole farted at
x8:37 PM




Nicole Christine Au
11 dec 1987
hongkonger
#64
GK
LOVES AMELIA BULNER =))
LOVES GAYATHRI =))
LOVES HUANG SHUWEN =))
LOVES LIM KARMUN =))
LOVES ZANETA CHER =))
LOVES MY BABY!!



ame!!
amytan!!
audrey!!
BROTHER!!!
choonmin!!
coach!!
eliza!!
eun!!
farhana!!
faiz!!
geokting!!
jane!!
junying!!
kayy!!
lenus!!
qinning!!
rachel!! (: (: (: (: (: (:
rita!!
sab!!
shu the cutest!!
skye!!
spyke!!
stacey!!
zan!!